Death R so curiously for us

I never scare of dying.
I never thought of dying on the bed in hospital.
I never thought of dying with wrinkles all over my face
I never thought of dying after my loved ones had gone to heaven.
I wanted to die early before them.
I wanted to die within few mins, with a lil bit struggles.
like a heart attacked or a gun shot right between the eyesthen dropped dead on the floor.
so dramatic.
but that's the way i imagined the moment i die.
It's weird and it's pretty funny.